Is this what you wanted

so...

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 14:14:56 GMT

I haven't updated in a while.
Life pretty much blows.
It never gets better, always worse.

I have been hanging out with Ashley alot and i love it.

I miss hanging out with Mike more than anything :[

I have a new crush but he likes someone else.

total += my hair is getting longer !!

but i'm out.
have a good one<3

bored.

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 14:07:29 GMT

[1] Name: Chelsea

[2] Birthday: January 13th

[3] Sign: Capicorn

[4] Height: 5'2"

[5] Shoe Size: 8 1/2

[6] Eye Color: Blue

[7] Hair Color: Natural = Blonde , Dyed = Dark Brown.

[8] Done Drugs: Yes i have, i'm not gonna lie.

[9] Been on Stage: Nope

[10] Been Dumped: Yep

[11] Been in Love: Yep

[12] Gotten into an Accident: That too.

[13] Eaten an entire box of Sweets: haha yes!

[14] Dyed your hair: Many times

[15] Coked in front of someone: Yeah

[16] Gotten Detention: Too many of them

[17] Liked someone so much that made you cry: Yep :/

[18] Do you like someone right now: Not really

[19] Do they know: Well, I don't like anyone, so who is there to tell?

[20] What do you look for in the opposite sex: someone who i can be myself with

[21] Could you see yourself getting married: Maybe, i don't want to think about it though

[22] Cold/Hot: either or

[23] Black / White: I'm white.

[24] Rain / Snow: Rain, it poured last night and I played in it [:

[25] Give / Recieve: Either or

[26] Wool / Cotton: Both

[27] Rose / Daisy: Rose

[28] Private / Public School: Public

[29] Plain / Chocolate Milk: Chocolate

[30] History / Science: Both

[31] Math / English: English

[32] Spring / Fall: Spring

[33] Rock / Country: Rock

[34] Pepsi / Coke: Coke

[35] Night / Day: Either or

[36] Love / Lust: Love

[37] Eat / Sleep: Both

----------FRIENDS---------

[38] Who do you see the most: Ashley && Kate.

[39] Who do you wish to see more often: Amanda

[40] Who do you IM the most: Ashley, Kate, Meghan, Pat & Toby.

[41] Who's the loudest: Meghan

[42] Who's the shyest: I don't have shy friends [:

[43] Who are you jealous of: Amanda, shes so pretty!!

[44] Who has the best room: Me!!

[45] Who's the hornyest: Pat

[46] Who do you trust the most: Ashley or Meghan

[47] Who knows you the best: Amanda

[48] Who's your best friend: Ashley

[49] Who do you have serious talks with: All of them are pretty easy to talk to.

[50] Do they get along w/ your parents: Yes, most of the time.

[51] Who hugs you the most: Meghan

[52] Who do you miss the most: Pat

[53] Fought w/ you the most: Meghan haha

[54] Who argues w/ you the most: Meghan

[56] Favourite friend(s) of the opposite sex: Pat, Toby, Mike & Jon

[57] Is most likely to become a model: Amanda

[58] Have known you the longest: Amanda & Meghan

[59] Who do you know the most about: Meghan

--------DO YOU LIKE TO:--------

[60] Give hugs: YES! everyone needs a hug

[61] Give back rubs: To certain people

[62] Walk in the rain: I love it

[63] Watch T.V.: Not really

[64] Go to the beach: Yes

[65] Do homework: It's not all that bad

[66] Play in the snow: I could but I hate snow.

[67] Work out: Sure

[68] Talk on the phone: All the time

[69] Stay up all night talking to a friend: You gotta be really special for me to do that

[70] Go online: I'm always on.

[71] Kiss: Yes

[72] Get kissed: Duh.

[73] Do weird / freaky things: haha yeah

[74] Be wild: I always am

--------HAVE YOU EVER:-----------

[75] Been to a concert: Yes, alot.

[76] Been out of state: More than once.

[77] Gone skinny dipping: Yes!

[78] Ran around naked: Yeah.

[79] Broken a bone: Both Wrists, my ankle and 4 ribs.

[80] Broken someone's heart: Yeah :/

[81] Cheated on a test: Duh

[82] Ran a marathon: A couple.

[83] Met a famous person: Yeah

[84] Bought something and sold it: Sure

[85] Stole from somewhere: Yep

[86] Stalked someone: Nope

-----------EXTRA EXTRA:-----------

[87] Bad Habits: Biting my nails

[88] Makes you Mad: COCKY PEOPLE!

[89] Makes you Cry: Being stressed

[90] Scariest Moments: Being chased by the cops, that shit sucked and i had to run like a mofo.

[91] Where are you: Votech

[92] Are you wearing any jewlery: Nope

[93] Last time you showered: 2 hrs ago

[94] What color are your pants: Blue

[95] What color is your shirt: Blue & Gray

[96] What song are you listening to right now: Some rap shit that the kid beside me is playing

[97] Computer desk is made of: wood

[98] Last thing you ate: Poptarts

[99] What you really want to do right now: Go home

[100] What color of crayon would you like to be: Violet

[101] Name something about yourself: I d k

[102] Do you think you are attractive?: In some ways

[103] Are you content in your life right now?: Not at all

[104] If not, what would make you content?: Getting drunk and having sex, havent done that shit in a long time.

1. Are you wearing shoes? Yep, sneakers.

2. Whats the third letter in your name? E

4. What color is your backpack? pink, gray, black

5. Are you sick? No

6. Do you go to school?: Yep

7. Is the bathroom open? Uh yeah

8. Are you on a laptop? Nope

9. Are you watching MTV? No tv to watch it on

10. Are you smiling? Nope

11. Do you have on eyeliner? Nope

:12. Is it early?: Yes

13. Are you blonde? Yeah

14. Do you have a myspace? Yes i do.

15. Do you go to high school? Yes

16. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nope

17. What is your favorite name? Alexis Rae

19. What color is your bathing suit? Black & Pink

20. Does your school start in august? Yep

21. Did you go on vacation last month? Nope

22. Have you ever been on a cruise? Yes i have

23. Do you have a sister? No I'm the only girl

24. Are you upstairs? No

26. Do you have a friend named Alex? No

27. Does your name end with a Y?: Nope

28. What was the last thing you said? What the eff

29. Are your ears pierced?: Yep

30. Do you own a digital camera? Duh.

31. Do you live in florida? No i wish

32. Do you like florida?: Love it

33. Ever had sushi? Yep its good

34. Are you listening to rock at the moment? Nope

35. What color is your chair? Green

36. Where'd you get your pants your wearing? Value City

37. Do you type with your feet? Nope

38. Have you dyed your hair red? Yes and it sucked.

39. Are you tired? Really tired.

40. Do YoU tYpE LiKe ThIs? No thanks

41.) Are you an idiot? Sometimes

42. Would you rather coke or pepsi? Coke

44. Are you "Fake" at times? Everyone can be

45. Is alcohol bad for the soul? Nope

46. Are you bored? Really bored

47. What time is it? 9:05 AM

48 Are you tired? YES! good damnit

49. chocolate or peanut butter? both

50. How many kids would you like? 2 or 3

51. Own a necklace? Yes

52. What is your computer's brand? Dell

53. CDs or Cassette? CDs

54. Ever been through or to Detroit? Yep

55. Seen all of the American Pies? Of course

56. Been to the movie theatre the past month? Yes

57. Like walruseses? Nope

58. Ever been on a plane? Nope

59. Been to a concert in the past month? No i wish.

60. What color is your tooth brush? Pink

GO TO THESE 2 SHOWS!

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 20:41:20 GMT

Feb 24th @ Jaggard UMC 6:00 5$
Valencia
The Drama Summer
Afton
Dropout High
Boy Crazy

March 3 @ Jaggard UMC 6:00 5$
Mc Goldie Wilson
A second move than forever (acoustic)
Enemy Holiday
Signal Lost
Winter's Halo
4 Days Dirty

GO TO THESE SHOWS
K.THNX [:

great weekend [:

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 01:49:39 GMT

Friday:
Got up
Shower
Dressed
Got Drunk
Picked up Tina
Went to the show
It was great [:

Saturday:
Huge Hangover
Hung out at the brother's house
Babysat the nephew
Erik came over.
Talked to Mike!!
Stayed up till 4am

Sunday:
Got up at like 2
Brother & Nephew came over
Dad made an awesome supper
Now I'm just sitting here.

BLAH SCHOOL TOMORROW DAMNIT

peace out girl scouts <3

so much for love...

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 19:18:44 GMT

Well being happy never lasts
maybe a couple of days or so?

Yes, James broke up with me, figures :/

Tonight I'm gonna be here till 2 in the AM by myself.
Parents are going to a concert.
So I think I'm just gonna enjoy the time here alone.

Life just sucks anymore
Literally.

I'm gonna go.

Later.

yay, new boyfriend [:

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 01:04:19 GMT

Today was great.
I went over to the boyfriends house.
We cuddled on his bed & watched movies.
He's so cute and I love it.
He jokes with me alot.
And always wants to be near me.

I'm so happy now.
I don't know what to do with myself haha

But anyways other than that I'm bored & tired.

Plus I have to go to votech tomorrow even tho we don't have school @ the highschool.

I'm out.

I heart you James.<3

yeah yeah

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 23:31:11 GMT

Well last night was Ashley's 16th Bday Party
DOH played and they kicked ass.
We all had so much fun
and Ashley's brother-in-law was hilarious
He slid across the table, haha it was funny.
Afterwards, I went with some friends and got drunk.
It was quite fun, I haven't got trashed in a while
But HUGE HANGOVER in the AM
I talked to Mike on the phone last night after
& I have no idea wtf I said haha
But anyways...

Today seems to be a day of never ending yelling.
Like no one seems to even care about family anymore.
We are humans, We all make mistakes...
But my parents don't seem to understand that at all.
My grades are awful.
I'm in a drout, I have a life that's not going to go anywhere.
I never do my chores, I screw up way too much.
I shouldn't be so worried about boys.
I need to keep my opinions to myself.
I should make the right choices.

I'm tired of it all.
I just wanna curl up in ball and cry.

:O

I'm out.

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 13:23:19 GMT

ERIK TOOK ME OUT FOR BREAKFAST THIS MORNING
AND TODAY IS ASHLEY'S PARTY, DOH IS PLAYING, I"M SO EXCITED [:

<3

Hello There.

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 14:21:58 GMT

I'm updating because I'm in votech and I'm really bored.
Erik gave me a ride to school the morning in his sweet new orange caddy. [:
He's such a sweetheart.
Anyways..
Today is going to consist of 7 periods that SUCK
Going to Wal-mart and w/e with my mom.
Going home
Computer, Phone, Tv & Sleep.
What fun?
I have such a life.
haha
k later fags.

Hey Lovies!! [;

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 22:53:15 GMT

So i finally got a layout on here and got it up working. I can't wait for friday to be here cause it's Ashley's 16th bday party and DOH is playing, I also am looking forward to next friday, V-day Dance with Erik [:...plus friday is DOH's last show before they go on tour so of course I got to go to that too. It sucks that I don't have anyone special for V-day, it really bums me out alot. I don't know what else to write so I'll just update some other time. Peace out girl scouts <3